I know it's been a few days but things have been busy for me. Kinda stressful. Back to this though. Today I did this dare: http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=77561
I skipped the first three since I don't own any crossdressing clothes as I don't do that. So I started on the wedgie. I rolled a 3-2, hanging for 10 min. Honestly, nothing special, it was just uncomfortable and boring. Never been a fan of wedgies, never saw the point. To me it's one of those things you do in grade school and unless you're into age play it's not really my thing but I went through with it.
Next up I rolled 6-2, 200 spankings with a wooden spoon. Now it doesn't say per cheek so I did 100 each. As with last time, the left side wasn't as bad. I spread them out too so I wouldn't have a giant welt in a single spot with that many to do.
Now next up I got a 2, ten edges. Not sure if I'm lucky or unlucky with this. I did the ten and was pretty frustrated after, I waited about 10 seconds between each one.
Next I got a 5-5, 2 fingers in my ass 100 times fast as I can. This wasn't too bad, used lotion again for lube and loosened up a little with one finger first then it wasn't a problem.
Next I rolled a 6, that means 300 more spanks per cheek. Damnit. That's all there is to say about that.
Next I rolled a 2, but then I read the bottom so I stopped at the edge.
Next another 2, 10 ball smacks with a book. I've always been pretty good with ballbusting so this wasn't bad, I was actually hoping for a 6.
I rolled a 3 next, that was just boring, standing there for 15min. Just kinda got old. If it's not for punishment it doesn't do anything really.
Next I got a hogtie for 45 min. I didn't have time to do that right then so I will do it later and do the punishment for failing that one when I have the time.
I lucked out with a 1 next. So glad cause I hate excrement and piss things, it's just gross.
Next I got a 5-1, I used two sharpies and I assumed fuck your brains out meant til you cum. However, without a rule stating I could cum I fucked til I edged. That took a while as I get limited stimulation from anal.
Got a 5 next, lucked out again.
I then got a 2, that just burned and froze. Not bad though.
I got a 6 on number 17, so I gotta cum 6 times in the next 24 hours, which started an hour ago. So by 230 tomorrow.
And finally I got a 5, so if anyone wants to volunteer to help me on that let me know.
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
My First Dare
http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=63431
That's the dare I chose from the site getDare, great site, check it out if you haven't before.
I used "Random.org" for a dice roller.
I started with the initial roll, I got 1-3-4. So using my right hand to do 50 spanks on each butt cheek. It wasn't that bad but the left side didn't hurt as much since the angle to use my right hand was awkward. Still stung though and it's a little red.
My next roll I lucked out with 1-1. One finger ten times in and out. I just recently started trying anal things so it's a new experience for me and this small amount was a good thing to loosen up. Due to the expensive nature of condoms and wanting to keep my finger clean to type, I wrapped my finger in saran wrap and lubed it up with lotion.
My next roll was a 5-4, toothpaste on a toothbrush (Ironic) and fuck my ass 50 times with it. Now I've never been a big fan of toothpaste for any of these games but I gotta do it to complete my challenge. I got an old toothbrush I had actually just thrown out and used it. That shit burns. Its not bad if you relax but any time you clench up it burns like hell.
The next one wasn't so bad for size, I rolled a 2 and got three pens. But five minutes of butt fucking kinda sucks for someone that just started doing this stuff. I lubed up 3 pens and it never said how big they had to be so I got standard Bic pens and began to fuck. It got tiresome after a while but I will admit I got hard during it.
I then rolled a 5 and had to put 3 cubes up my butt, along with some toothpaste, and finally hold my ass open. I did this and the holding it open hurt the worst. I'm still extremely tight and so it stretched painfully.
I decided to quit after this and glad I did cause I admit I looked ahead after and the next one was gross and I would've quit anyway. I won't eat anything out of my ass. That's health problems waiting. So I gave myself the punishment spanks and that's that. My first task.
That's the dare I chose from the site getDare, great site, check it out if you haven't before.
I used "Random.org" for a dice roller.
I started with the initial roll, I got 1-3-4. So using my right hand to do 50 spanks on each butt cheek. It wasn't that bad but the left side didn't hurt as much since the angle to use my right hand was awkward. Still stung though and it's a little red.
My next roll I lucked out with 1-1. One finger ten times in and out. I just recently started trying anal things so it's a new experience for me and this small amount was a good thing to loosen up. Due to the expensive nature of condoms and wanting to keep my finger clean to type, I wrapped my finger in saran wrap and lubed it up with lotion.
My next roll was a 5-4, toothpaste on a toothbrush (Ironic) and fuck my ass 50 times with it. Now I've never been a big fan of toothpaste for any of these games but I gotta do it to complete my challenge. I got an old toothbrush I had actually just thrown out and used it. That shit burns. Its not bad if you relax but any time you clench up it burns like hell.
The next one wasn't so bad for size, I rolled a 2 and got three pens. But five minutes of butt fucking kinda sucks for someone that just started doing this stuff. I lubed up 3 pens and it never said how big they had to be so I got standard Bic pens and began to fuck. It got tiresome after a while but I will admit I got hard during it.
I then rolled a 5 and had to put 3 cubes up my butt, along with some toothpaste, and finally hold my ass open. I did this and the holding it open hurt the worst. I'm still extremely tight and so it stretched painfully.
I decided to quit after this and glad I did cause I admit I looked ahead after and the next one was gross and I would've quit anyway. I won't eat anything out of my ass. That's health problems waiting. So I gave myself the punishment spanks and that's that. My first task.
Introduction
I'm John, I've been into BDSM, M/s and all that for a while now but due to personal reasons I can't find a Mistress in real life, and I've experimented with online Masters (I'm not gay or bi, however, I don't mind a Master due to a lack of quality Mistresses) and Mistresses, but have never found one that satisfied what I want.
Personally I'm a very controlling person, however, I've always been fascinated by the idea of being dominated, forced to obey in some way. I don't really think of myself as submissive, I see it more as a challenge, can I cope with living as a slave kinda thing. I guess that's part of why online has never really worked for me, because there's no "forcing it" I can't be made to do something if I really don't want to unless blackmail is involved and I can't risk or trust anyone online to do that. I've thrown around the idea of a "timed blackmail" that lasts a month or two then I can decide to continue or not. Cause just being able to say "stop I'm done" defeats the purpose, and without the compulsion to do something with risk of serious consequence I can't really submit.
So that's what led me to this, I figure the only person who can really control me, force me to do things, is myself. I'm a very challenge oriented person, I crave to do things I set myself to. And so that's what this is. I am challenging myself to control my own life in a very Master/slave type fashion. I will set rules for myself, I will complete tasks, challenges, and dares that I invent or find on sites like getdare.com or milovana.com. And hopefully through all this it'll provide what I need as well as entertainment for any who read this.
So here it goes.
Personally I'm a very controlling person, however, I've always been fascinated by the idea of being dominated, forced to obey in some way. I don't really think of myself as submissive, I see it more as a challenge, can I cope with living as a slave kinda thing. I guess that's part of why online has never really worked for me, because there's no "forcing it" I can't be made to do something if I really don't want to unless blackmail is involved and I can't risk or trust anyone online to do that. I've thrown around the idea of a "timed blackmail" that lasts a month or two then I can decide to continue or not. Cause just being able to say "stop I'm done" defeats the purpose, and without the compulsion to do something with risk of serious consequence I can't really submit.
So that's what led me to this, I figure the only person who can really control me, force me to do things, is myself. I'm a very challenge oriented person, I crave to do things I set myself to. And so that's what this is. I am challenging myself to control my own life in a very Master/slave type fashion. I will set rules for myself, I will complete tasks, challenges, and dares that I invent or find on sites like getdare.com or milovana.com. And hopefully through all this it'll provide what I need as well as entertainment for any who read this.
So here it goes.
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